SECULARDOOM†

2011-09-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

couplethings

1. ART this shit is tiring but i feel less like an asshole than hoarding it

2. cadaques by psychic tv, mark the beast/servent/monument

3. OBSESSED OBSESSION

4. 4day weekend

meaningless, recycled images

2011-08-31T10:26:00.000-07:00

theatre+POP$$$postmodernism via NYmag

really cool article

2011-08-30T01:08:00.000-07:00

I bet you all of Discharge's songs are about how oppressive hipsters are.

2011-08-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

RE-DIRECTED

not really

2011-08-21T00:59:00.000-07:00

"This was not justice," Baldwin said. "In the beginning we told nothing but the truth -- that we were innocent and they sent us to prison for the rest of our lives for it. We had to come here and the only thing the state would do for us is say, 'Hey we will let you go only if you admit guilt,' and that is not justice anyway you look it. They’re not out there trying to find who really murdered those boys, and I did not want to take the deal from the get-go. However, they are trying to kill Damien, and sometimes you just got to bite the gun to save somebody."

2011-08-19T13:00:00.000-07:00

The West Memphis 3 get bittersweet freedom today. The prosecutors still believe they are guilty, but that there is not enough DNA evidence for them to get convicted if there was a new trial. AKA the old trial was hacked, and they are innocent but the state is embarrassed and don't want to get rightfully sued. The saddest part is that they had to change their pleas to guilty, something they were hesitant on doing, but considering that Damien Echols was on death row, it was necessary in saving his life.

Now if only THIS case would get a bit more attention.

POEM FUSION

2011-08-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

Inside my eyes
Inside my head
Inside my brain
It's a burning hell
-BRAINBOMBS

(Brian Jones' demise)

BABES IN TOYLAND SOUNDING LIKE BRAINBOMBS

2011-08-18T00:36:00.000-07:00

2011-08-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

if anyone owns this record, PLEASE scan the cover for me and email to thegarbagepeople@gmail.com

bff

2011-08-14T16:38:00.000-07:00

2011-08-09T01:16:00.000-07:00

I'm interviewing people for my dream fanzine, it's bittersweet cause a lot of them are kind of elusive mysterious people that I'm dying to know more about who don't want to give away too much and seem a bit neurotic about lending information. It's a very fine line between safe boring questions and pissing people off and alienating/offending them. I'm trying to find a balance.

2011-08-08T01:05:00.000-07:00

WORKING ON MY DREAM FANZINE!!!!!!!!
hopefully finished and out by September

the game

2011-08-07T16:41:00.000-07:00

PURCHASES 1.

moonmoo

2011-08-05T01:25:00.000-07:00

boots, spirit, man

nico/jennifer/neil h.

2011-08-01T12:54:00.000-07:00

NO.

witch hippy

2011-07-25T11:21:00.000-07:00

there is nothing worse than a cattle of assholes who think they're mick jagger and patti smith. satanic witches and crystal healers.

almost famous witchcraft.

can't wait till this trend is over, and psychobilly or steampunk becomes mainstream.

entertainment tonight

2011-07-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

i caught this show where teenagers compete to be stars, and a big girl and bigger black gay guy performed together and the judges said "wow.. it's amazing, people who aren't supposed to be superstars, being superstars, im blown away" and the two kids performed an amy winehouse song, she died fyi, and the judges were disappointed cause they didn't dress up as her, and they went as far as to say "ya just grab a mop from the basement and put it on your head and hold a bottle." and went on about it. i need to throw my computer out a window and my tv. i'm selling both for $10.00

heres

2011-07-23T01:26:00.000-07:00

Back to basic blue. Interrogators anonymous capsule sales seldom.
SUPERSTORE!

DONE!

2011-05-10T14:57:00.000-07:00

CHECK YOUR BUDDHA, 2011

I'm out!

♥ ♥ ♥ FOXY BROWN ♥ ♥♥

2011-05-08T19:21:00.000-07:00

commune

2011-04-25T03:21:00.001-07:00

if you have something that someone needs and it won't hurt anyone to help them why be a big baby over it and keep it to yourself?

xo

2011-04-22T02:50:00.003-07:00

misery chick

sandwitch bored

2011-04-22T02:49:00.002-07:00

im turning into a sandwich board

misery battle

2011-04-19T12:07:00.001-07:00

i don't have anything nice to say

bad

2011-04-13T02:08:00.000-07:00

reading a childhood diary always seems like a funny idea but it's too depressing to think about children having so many feelings, except for this is funny

I want nothing more then to pull out a big silver cop gun and grin aim and fire. That would bring me such pleasure, he needs to learn a GOD DAMN FUCKING LESSON!!! I choose shooting over stabbing because stabbing is more gorish and would include some physical contact, and I wouldn't touch him if my life depended on it. A nice strait hard fast bullet piercing through his skull into his sick mind would satisfy me best. And then I'd throw my head up and laugh in a evil laugh, one which would make you think of a murder her with brains, like Hannible Lector. The police would come and congratulate me on handling the situation so maturely and intelligently. They would give me an award for bravery. And lots of money would be granted to me for my high risk work. I would then self indulge and buy mansions, cars, toys, c.d.'s, instruments, and studios."
(12 or 13 years old)

SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE!!!!!

HATING KURTCOBAIN IS TRENDY//RAP SUCKS//ALIENATION CITY

2011-04-05T11:01:00.000-07:00

WHO THE FUCK CARES OR HATES Anything
SIGN UP

(WOMEN ON DEATH, MARSDEN HARTLEY, KOREAN FOOD (ive never tried it))

here comes the sun

2011-03-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

Toronto declared March 28th NEIL YOUNG DAY.
I think that everyday is Neil Young day, but any excuse
to bombard the world with an obsession is alright.
Check out how groovy Neil is accepting his induction
into the Rock N Roll Hall Of Fame.
Part I
Part II

I went to art school for 4.5 years and didn't get exposed to any artist that was better than Neil Young. When it's pouring rain, and you don't have a hat or umbrella and you gotta walk you can try and imagine a Kandinsky painting or try and remember a Paul Mccarthy video but nothing will be as good as "After The Gold Rush". Exhibitions and retrospectives are cool, but I would have rather gone to Live At Massey Hall.

Another artist whom I have a deep obsession for is Roy Orbison, I always have, and always will turn to his exceptional catelogue with the utmost admiration. What I love most about Roy is his caliber of emphatic tragedy. I have never shyed away from the doom and gloom myself, and neither has Roy. In fact I just found this great tribute HERE to both Roy and Neil and their unabashed melancholy. I'm not alone, I must be right.

four horsemen

2011-03-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

WHITE, RED, BLACK. GREEN
CONQUEST, WAR, FAMINE, DEATH

charged

2011-03-18T00:20:00.000-07:00

I run a lot of electricity through my room. I started
to notice that i was getting a lot of static running through
everything, a lot of my electronics felt like they were being
charged beyond my control. I came up with a solution for maintaing
control over this circulation which I have found works.
You have to find an object to discharge the static through neutralization.
These objects can then serve as a kind of resistant antennae.
The amount of static in my space has decreased significantly since I
began this. I recommend it for anyone with the same problem.

i win

2011-03-08T04:58:00.000-08:00

I was determined to find out what happened to GG's last
girlfriend Liz Mankowski. I scoured the internet.
I was kind of hoping she'd morphed into a spider or married
Merle Allin...

day 2

2011-03-04T08:17:00.000-08:00

POSITIVE HEATHEN.
I've never responded well to entrenched negative thinking.
-David Bowie

POSITIVITY vs. NEGATIVITY

2011-03-03T13:02:00.001-08:00

Take the positivity challege:
“We don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are.”
- Anais Nin
Negativity can be a "self feeding loop"
A normative postive glass of good. HIV positive. Plus sign. Positive liberty and economics. Positive hardcore. Positive action.

Negative Nancy.

Meadham Kirchoff

2011-02-27T10:55:00.000-08:00

Meadham Kirchoff Fall 2011 collection is off the chain. I read a poor review about it but I think people are SQUARES, and i think their tastes have TEARS. Looks like a Austro hasidic witch meets Mommy Dearest. I learned how to speak english watching Little House on the Prairie , remember Nellie? Always dressed like a queen poodle bitch and always eating gumballs from her parents store. Thats what this looks like, so evil.

See the whole thing HERE.

manson youth

2011-02-24T11:29:00.000-08:00

IM CHANNELING YER ENERGY

sheeeers pointed strait at my chest

2011-02-21T02:20:00.000-08:00

okokokokokodkw THIS is my song yours tooo

CURRENTZ

2011-02-20T13:14:00.000-08:00

CHANNEL THAT ENERGY

ch ch changes

2011-02-17T11:36:00.000-08:00

When I was a kid I saw this special on tv about this man who had
pretended to be a missing child, and reunited with the missing child's
parents. The program showed a grainy video of him in a garage doing
a Michael Jackson impersonation. He was a good actor, but his act
started to fall apart and eventually he was arrested.
I still think the story is insane, but at the time, I was probably
6 or 7, and Michael Dunahee had just been kidnapped and there was
pandemonium already, so this story really confused me. Not only
were the kidnappers dangerous, but the kidnapped children were also
to be feared. I was already predisposed by my mother when we moved to
Canada that Michael Jackson was the closest thing to God. The archetypes
of good and evil were in chaos. So the continental plates in my Pangaea brain
were starting to shift.
When I got older I tried to search the story, but because I was so young
I didn't know what to search. And then one day, a few years ago the New
Yorker ran an article about a serial child imposter from France. I remembered
the story being American, but I read it anyway because the idea is so
fascinating. And as it turns out, it WAS my guy! And the story is crazier
than I remember. And you should read it HERE.

0<$

2011-02-13T14:27:00.001-08:00

privilege is poison

"but he's a nazi"

2011-02-10T19:11:00.000-08:00

New Burzum album cover is amazing, the album itself if really
produced, and I haven't not gotten through the
whole record yet. BUT Hliðskjálf is the best Burzum record.
Or at least the one I listen to the most aside from Hvis Lyset..
so get it HERE and enjoy.
ps- the worst thing about varg vikernes is the people who hate him

2011-02-10T01:29:00.000-08:00

here is a song i've been working on SOLO PROJECT, it's me
and burzum, my influences are under the influence of crossaints
and satanic floral arrangements and industrial turkish celtic
cross over chillwave. like

killing yourself to live

2011-02-08T02:41:00.000-08:00

This is Nick Drake, considering what happened
there is good reason to obsess over this photo.

negative approach

2011-02-07T11:58:00.000-08:00

I thought that when you got older you got less angsty, antisocial feeling, angry and nihilistic towards the world. but the other day i caught myself looking for an angry song to listen to cause people were making me feel sick. ??? !!! I think i listened to Minor Threat?
But besides this I've also started to resent alot of things/people/ideas that I used to accept.
And in return my dreams have been wild, if I'm not bringing down some sort of metaphor for Xristianity than I am definitely stealing important files from the gov' or stealing guns from high ranking generals and pushing them into a landfill of wet cement (last nights dream!), all while gloriously stealing a pair of new doc martens and putting them on while scaling a building.
So in celebration of this I recommend some Negative Approach or Admit You're Shit Or Brainbombs but really brooding is done best to music that sounds like the opposite of it. Try this.

Nancy Sinatra & Lee Hazlewood-Sundown Sundown

2011-01-27T09:04:00.000-08:00

We're gonna have to start paying for this, so Im gonna think back
to everything I meant to share. This album is the best. Song above is
one of my favourite songs ever.

NANCY AND LEE by Nancy Sinatra and Lee Hazelwood

Ace Frehley

2011-01-22T17:32:00.000-08:00

Classic footage of Ace, wasted, annoying the other members of his band.

NEWS: BIGGEST HEADLINES IN THE WORLD

2011-01-18T08:31:00.000-08:00

Nervous in Florida
Guilty in China
Dead in Seattle
Pissing in Germany
Smoking in Bhutan
Stoned in Maine
Wanking in London
Masturbating in Michigan

Fire in My Belly by David Wojnarowicz, Diamanda Galas

2011-01-14T14:11:00.000-08:00

I'm a little bit late on this story.

The #2 Republican in the House also took issue with the timing of the exhibit,
which he labeled "an obvious attempt to offend Christians during the Christmas season."

Too bad Wojnarowicz died of AIDS in 1992.

anti-gang squad

2011-01-14T13:04:00.000-08:00

Joyce Wieland Young Woman’s Blues, 1964. Mixed media
Alice Cooper and friends including a young Cameron Crowe

What story does this tell? I'll meet you there!

heaven st.

2011-01-06T12:10:00.000-08:00

I'm seeing an illustrated talk by Brian Eno Monday.

And then a couple days after Crispin Glover is doing a slideshow
and Q&A.

And then to complete the circle it would have to be an artist talk by
Nick Blinko the following week.

Highschool yearbook

2011-01-05T01:31:00.000-08:00

"Somewhere in the world Bono is raising a glass to salute
Ethiopias mint condition"
-me (15 or 16 in regards to Massive Change)
everyone should post a highschool photo, let me know if you do.....

Resolution

2011-01-01T21:34:00.000-08:00

#1 TIME MANAGEMENT!

OPEN CALL:
Starting a punk fanzine, on a bit of a bigger scale than I have in
the past. Already have a handful of people who's opinion I value, and I have new
free time. If you're interesting in submitting.
Email me. (thegarbagepeople@gmail.com)

Also, Experimental cinema collective, people interested in video art, audio
visual projects. Meeting weekly, and producing projects over the next few months.
No experience needed, only interest.

Also, Chad and I need a demented singer for our new band.

2010

2010-12-28T02:43:00.000-08:00

The year of the 48 Hour Mystery. I'm getting a back piece
tattoo of a judge hammering down a GUILTY verdict on the stand
inked on my back in 2011.

Discovered and lost 4Loko.

We put out an LP.

Toured the west coast for 2 weeks, toured the full US
for 2 months, toured LA for 2 days, went to Alberta
to play shows 3 times, northwest again, Victoria once
and we have yet to play Abbottsford.

I met Jay Mascis my NYC twin.

I convinced myself that baseball caps are cool.
Modeled after John Jesse from Nausea (whoareok..)

I collected a lot of books, too many.

I got my BFA...

Smashing Pumpkins - Cherub Rock

2010-12-26T16:32:00.000-08:00

when 2 become 1

2010-12-25T17:39:00.000-08:00

Rainbow Cake
Moccasin Creeper

Interview #1: Daniel Pitout

2010-12-22T00:49:00.000-08:00

A: Who are you?
how do we know eachother?

D: hi im daniel
i met you when i moved to kanada
you had a black bob like karen O, and wore silk chinese dresses, with black pants and baby blue creepers
and a red ramones hoody which i borrowed and lost

A: Where did you move from?

D: Johannesburg South africa

A: What's the best thing for you about south africa?
is it spelt south afriKa?

D: there are many things i like in south africa which you can't find in vancouver. black people for one....
it is spelled Afrika in other languages
like afrikaans or zulu
i would not move back there because the crime is out of control. but if i were rich i would buy a house there. its the best country in the world. minus the mass murders, rapes and burglaries.

A: If aliens landed in front of you and, in exchange for anything you desire, offered you any position on their planet, what would you want?

D: wait, what?
i get anything i desire? and i get to choose the position i hold on their planet?

A: yes

D: wtf
umm
well i would ask for enough money to buy my family and friends houses wherever they want
and then

A: But what would be your ranking?

D: I would ask to be the little prince on their planet
i dont want responisbility

A: Name an album that changed your life and why?

(Daniel ignoring me).

D: sorry i was finishing an episode of gilmore girls
dean just dumped rory!
totally dramatic!
ummm
patti smith's horses was the first full album that changed my life
i didnt know people wrote songs with lyrics like hers
i didnt know people wrote songs with lyrics like hers
i bought it on a vacation to Victoria with you
when we were 15 or something

A: Whats the best thing you remember about that vacation?

D: i remember that it was freezing cold, and we had no friends there, and weren't old enough to drink but we just wanted to get away from our parents so that we could smoke and buy stuff at value village
we stayed at a youth hostel
and i the whole vacation i wore a black velvet womans blazer and a white shirt and tie
and we walked around at 3 am listening to our discmans
becaue the german couple sharing our room
were watching porn when we showed up to go to sleep

A: Do you remember what you got at value village?

D: no. probably a fedora or some other hideous sort of hat?

A: I think you actually did buy a fedora.
Whats changed in the last few years that you miss?

D: woah Sylvia Plath
any lighter topics?

A: It's as heavy as you want it to be
for example
i miss cheap thrills

D: I miss cheap thrills too!

A: I wish there were more junk stores, trash and treasures

D: and cabbages and kinks
what happened to all those stores?

A: i think they are too utopian and dumb
and not prudish enough

D: Remember we used to go to cheap thrills and look at the germs posters
and i would talk about buying those plaid punk pants with zippers and bondage straps on them!
dodged a bullet there!

A: i went with my mom once and she tried to convince me that she could make them for me and asked why instead i didn't want a long skirt that looked the same!
like an Amish bondage skirt!
modest and punk

D: I'd like to see you in that. my birthday is coming up

A: I got you such a good present by the way
it's killing me not to tell you what it is

D: For my birthday?

A: yes

DARLENE

2010-12-18T01:11:00.000-08:00

DARLENE: Trust me, he goes in that room cause it's the only one with a lock on it, and he's in there for like an hour at a time. Which means he's either really, really good at it, or really, really bad at it!
ROSEANNE: Well I don't want you to give him any grief about this ya know, cause you could traumatize him and turn him into a serial killer!
DARLENE: Well don't worry, how much damage could he do with only one free hand?

cops came and busted up our party

2010-12-16T03:14:00.000-08:00

'The economy and the world just got the better of him.'

"Man is disturbed not by things, but by the views he takes of them."

-Epictetus

It's a game, a game a game
-bay city rollers

2010-12-14T01:03:00.000-08:00

photo of daniel pitout 2007

2010-12-13T22:01:00.000-08:00

Nick Blinko buried his pictures in the backyard
so they would grow.

zero

2010-12-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

James Iha rules.

new order

2010-12-10T01:46:00.000-08:00

mental

2010-12-08T01:38:00.001-08:00

Journalists are embarrassing. I just read 5 articles
in a row from varying sources condemning this
wikileaks guy. It's like we're really living in 'Wag
The Dog', or perhaps I'm just a moron. Sensitive
documents? Sensitive pencils! Awkward diplomatic
situations? Situational comedy!
Theres also these really dumb journalists accusing
him of perhaps being "just another mischief maker",
this is coming from a professional who
by definition "collects and disseminates information
about current events, people, trends, and issues for broadcast or
publication in mass media"! This wikileaks guy is a hearty
stew and these people floundering are the powder chicken
packets that come with mr. noodle.
Julian Assange, how dare you give us the deets on this
global shit, it's totally not fair. You're a thief and im ashamed
yer human.

email from mom

2010-12-02T23:07:00.000-08:00

Andreica,Vedran hoce da mi plati avionsku

kartu da idem na princess wedding u London iduce

godine.Ali imam mali problem.

Treba mi invitation.Sta da radim.Pozdrav .Mama.

Andrea, Vedran wants to pay for my plane ticket

to go to the princess wedding in London next year.

But theres one small problem. I need an invitation,

what do I do? Mom.

dream killer

2010-11-28T17:38:00.000-08:00

Had a dream last night that a young boy, a child, was hanging
to the front of a speeding car I was in. He was giving me the finger
and bringing demons, the car was losing parts, of it due to these
forces. We got to my studio, and barricaded the door, but people
kept knocking trying to get in and hide. We thought we had the door
locked and barricaded, but a huge man came and in one force
ripped the hinges off the door and ran away. He was preparing
the door for the demons. I saw upstairs, I wanted to skip class,
I figured it was more important to fight the demons, but the people
I was with were concerned I wouldn't graduate.

University Challenged - Amebix

(photo by John Holland)

everyday is a nightmare

2010-11-24T13:30:00.000-08:00

Part II

The prosecutors clowns and the jury cowards should be put in
jail for this. And the lynching judge too. Him and his mistress.
Life sentence with no chance for parole.
Cases like these, and people like this, make the world look like a
pointless and cruel joke.

son skull

2010-11-23T15:20:00.000-08:00

THIS ALBUM RULES. we just played with them and they
were so amazing live. the singer has incredible presence, and
the whole thing is really heavy and incredible.

buy it here

group mentality

2010-11-18T01:25:00.001-08:00

a. hannah and i look like female prison guards/inmates..
b. before or after swimming in texas, could not stop sweating
c. sled island's foggiest day
d. patriots

see according to this, you're already dead!

2010-11-15T02:54:00.000-08:00

Oooing awwing and cactus farming. You can still dream right?
"I can get rid of the demons, I can block the ladder!" (Jacob's Ladder)
Listen to Section 25, this song about "visitation" it's an exploding rocket
of nervous joy, the kind we learned from our peers right

smash it up

2010-11-14T02:47:00.000-08:00

The Damned are so underrated. One of the best bands of all time.
And this is one of their best songs, out of MANY.
In fact there isn't one mediocre track on DAMNED
DAMNED DAMNED (1977) .
"Smash It Up p. I & II" is off of "Machine Gun Ettiquite" (1979)
after Brian James left the band, but it's still amazing.

SMASH IT UP

"We've been crying now for much too long
And now we're gonna dance to a different song
I'm gonna scream and shout til my dying breath
I'm gonna smash it up til theres nothing left

Oooh ooh smash it up, smash it up, smash it up
Oooh ooh smash it up, smash it up, smash it up

People call me villain oh its such a shame
Maybe its my clothes must be to blame
I don't even care if I look a mess
Don't wanna be a sucker like all the rest

Oooh ooh smash it up, smash it up, smash it up

Smash it up
Smash it up
Smash it up

Smash it up, you can keep your krishna burgers
Smash it up, and your Glastonbury hippies
Smash it up, you can stick your frothy lager
Smash it up, and your blow wave hairstyles

And everybody's smashing things down"

GET THE SONG HERE

Eden's Island: oh the world is far

2010-11-13T20:52:00.001-08:00

I wanted to write something about exotica, eden
ahbez, i found a good article about him, but it's long
so point form it is.
"eden ahbez came to Hollywood because he heard
that is where to go if you have a song."

Picture the 1940s, now picture
eden ahbez wearing a full beard and white robe, and living under
the "L" of the Hollywood sign in the hills. He was born
Alexander Aberle in Brooklyn in 1908, 1 of 13 orphaned
children. He would meet people in cafeterias in downtown
LA, where he would speak about nudism, vegetarianism,
raw food, natural medicine, eastern philosophy, and other
radical topics at the time. He would take his new friends
to the desert caves of Tahquitz Canyon near Palm Springs,
where he wrote most of his songs. Where he began working
on his six part NATURE BOY SUITE.
eden must have been special because "Nature Boy" became
Nat King Coles first hit, eden had tracked him down
and worked his magic.

AND
In 'On the Road' Jack Kerouac mentions he saw
"an occasional Nature Boy saint in beard and sandals"
in the summer of 1947.

AND
eden was also spotted in Brian Wilson's studio during the
Pet Sounds recordings.

He died in 1995 from injuries from car accident in1986.

This is his solo album "eden's island" from 1960.
westcoast moondog.
It's really utopic.

2010-11-11T20:45:00.000-08:00

I feel like a sick idiot
gonna listen to the idiot

SNOT RAG

2010-11-10T00:54:00.000-08:00

Looked through every issue of the pioneer Vancouver punk zine
'Snot Rag' today at Melanie's house. The overall aesthetic was so
overwhelmingly perfect, that aside from skimming through various
interviews, it wasn't until the last few issues that I actually started
to read the articles. So impressive. The interviews themselves are
so outstandingly from a "fan" perspective, but even the idea of a "fan"
is not the same it was before, and therefore the "fanzine" today is not
the same as it was back then. The zines really reflects the sincerity of
the fanzine, which is lacking these days.
I also noticed how honest the writing was, there's no sugar coating on
any frustrations, and even the Wipers get a bad review. One writer in
particular (whose writing is features in the last photo above)'s writing
is so blatantly critical and confident, with the kind of conviction that for me
has always been quintessential to any punk fanzine. It turns out it's
my former instructor Phil Smith (Wasted Lives).
So so so rad. More to come!

agobian

2010-11-09T12:15:00.001-08:00

NEW ZINE:
"I DON'T CARE WHERE THE WORLD HAS BEEN"
$3, AVAILABLE AT ZOO SHOP STARTING TOMORW
OR EMAIL ME THEGARBAGEPEOPLE@GMAIL.COM

warped

2010-11-04T13:55:00.000-07:00

Revisting "Dreams Less Sweet" album by Psychic TV today
while giving studio an overhaul.
every bride wants to look like a million bucks

hope floats

2010-11-01T02:58:00.000-07:00

S. Freud regarded culture as a source of suffering
and the behaviourists did not see the need for an
analysis of man's inner experience. Radical change
of the view on suffering was brought about in the works
of V. E. Frankl who thought man to be homo patients
(to be a man means to suffer). There are various sources
and kinds of suffering. Based on his own vast researches
the author characterizes three kinds of man's suffering:
physical (pain, somatic diseases), psychical
(hardships, mental disorders and illnesses) and
spiritual (lack of a meaningful life, moral dilemmas).
He also puts forward a hypothesis that a psychic
suffering is a correlative between both mental and
spiritual sufferings. Suffering fulfills a variety of
functions in the life and personality of a human
being; it can cause a personality degradation
or can further a personality development.
Therefore, we can speak of the ambivalent
character of suffering. The elementary psychological
problem, encountered in suffering, is to give
suffering some meaning.

-Makeselon

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

-Metallica

living nightmare

2010-10-29T01:11:00.000-07:00

ICalled the doctor and was told "POSITIVE FOR STREP THROAT"
DUH you dumb fucking cunt I already knew that now GIVE ME
SOME GOD DAMN MEDICINE! Well now I'm on antibiotics
for 10 days. I'm playing two shows this weekend, Halloween fucking
weekend, so I have to be around a bunch of drunk clowns, playing
to them in a ridiculous costume STONE COLD SOBER.
hell.

OCDeee

2010-10-22T17:34:00.001-07:00

Upon finding out that Ari Up from the Slits
passed away I decided to dig up my scrap
book from when I was 13 years old. My dad
gave me this year 2000 organizer when I was
12/13 and instead of organizing my life I
organized and archived my obsessive
collection of pictures/articles I was collecting
and/or photocopying. I was absolutely insanely
obsessed with the Sex Pistols and PIL.
Anything John Lydon did I thought was
amazing. The Sex Pistols/PIL section is so long
that it wasn't even worth posting. And then
maybe a year or two later came Crass and a
whole other story. But I think that in a sense
I'm still doing this, only now it's zine form, and
it's public...

imagine being serious

2010-10-19T01:26:00.001-07:00

LA RULED//JUSTIN//MIMESCHOOL//NASA//FRANCES
HAROLD//ALANFESTIII//4LOKOS//COCKTAIL TIME//
LAPD//SLOPPY COCK//TACOS//AMERICAN SPIRITS//
CLOWNS//TROLLS//SPIDERS//PUNKS//CHOLOS//

ARRESTED

2010-10-13T12:27:00.000-07:00

The Chilean miners are FREE!!!!!!
"The miners who spent 69 agonising days deep
under the Chilean earth were hoisted one by one
to freedom, their rescue moving with remarkable
speed while their countrymen erupted in cheers
and the world watched transfixed."

trout razor

2010-10-09T14:36:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Alan we're going to the Los Angeles/Orange
County area this week. We fly out Thursday morning.

Oct. 14th
Nu Sensae//Nasa Space Universe
at Place Of Worship in Orange County CA

Oct. 15th
Francis Harold & the Holograms//Nu Sensae//Total Fang
at Mime School in Los Angeles CA

Oct. 16th
ALAN FEST (NSU/NS/TM/MT/FF/EE/ED/+more!)
at Push Xchange in Santa Clarita

STOKED.

3 looks i like

2010-10-05T15:11:00.000-07:00

Looking like a revolutionary outlaw is a good look. You can wear nationalist hippy/yippie shirts and military style thats relevant and go underground and pop up for a rally in style. This is also one of my favorite courtroom looks.

Crispin Glover's appearance on David Letterman. I don't know why more people don't dress like this, I've tried. The platform shoes, bell bottoms, butterflies, tabloids and wig hair. The nervous manic behavior is what ties everything together in the end.

There is nothing cooler than urban cowboys. If i could be anything when I'm old
it would a cowboy in the big city.

This is all the looks combined! So perfect,

ZITS MIX

2010-09-30T01:03:00.001-07:00

G.I.S.M - Document One
TOPY Spokesman (Psychik TV) - Neurology
Amebix - Control
Tar Babies - New Poor
NASA - AMBM
Flipper - Sacrifice
Harry Pussy - Fuckology
Tv Ghost - The Recluse
Brainbombs - Fuckmurder
Alternative TV - Graves of Deluxe Green
Raincoats - the Void
Modern Creatures - Took Yr Girl
Katastrophy Wife - Asstroglide
Pussy Galore - Hardcore Rebellion
Die Kreuzen - All White
Genocide - Manson Youth
The Jesus and Mary Chain - You Trip Me Up (peel session)
Zounds - Wolves
Morlocks - Born Loser

DOWNLOAD HERE

(images by Dirk Knibbe)

IT'S A BURNING HELL

2010-09-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

I DECIDED TO PUT "DEZUJE" BY TOZI BABE (former yugoslavian
punk band!!) AND AILEEN WUORNOS' DEATH THREAT AGAINST
HERSELF TOGETHER AT LAST. SO GET IT HERE AND PLAY IT
TO YOUR KIDS AND YOUR PAROLE OFFICER. THE ONE FROM
SORORITY COURT.

dissapearer

2010-09-27T21:57:00.000-07:00

Reading about kids on a forum discuss the advantages of certain
embellishments on jean jackets their fathers gave them, there are
rules and very sincere opinions about the value placed on patches,
all the the while I'm also watching everything on television, wishing
I was reading instead, and listening to Conflict so quietly i can't even
recognize the songs, can't decide if I should keep this cactus and where to
put newly acquired Roy Orbison poster (FRAMED) and if I'm
going to read about the death penalty should I read chronologically?
Boredom.

(it not supposed to look like a bad poem i just can't figure out the internet)

free wheelin demon

2010-09-26T12:56:00.000-07:00

miami bitch

2010-09-25T13:27:00.000-07:00

have a nice day

top 3 of 3pm

2010-09-18T14:46:00.000-07:00

abbie hoffman/oscar wilde/kurt cobain
lemonade/espresso/grey goose
black shirt/black pants/black shoes
neil young/cult ritual/babes in toyland
leopard print/alligator/wool
trecartin/stella/keaton
cheese/anchovy/pesto

LUCIFER RIZIN- THE DEVIL HAS DESIGNED MY DEATH & HE'S WAITIN TO BE SURE

2010-09-17T18:59:00.000-07:00

I ROAM THE STRIP FOR BONES TO PICK

2010-09-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

2010-09-14T23:56:00.000-07:00

KURT LIVES

dumb

2010-09-13T14:36:00.000-07:00

Went to Kurt Cobains house, it was really sad.

CLOWNS

2010-09-09T17:14:00.000-07:00

how do you know it's for sure?

2010-09-08T13:35:00.000-07:00

on sunny fall mornings this is what you need to listen to
Leprosy and Trouble is a Lonesome Town
Lee Hazelwood & Death 4evr!

u wait 4 u

2010-09-06T03:05:00.000-07:00

Been having mild hallucinations from sleeping in a moving
vehicle so much. Peaked today seeing a dead buffalo in the
middle of the road taking up 4 lanes of traffic, only to be nothing
not even a shadow.

freak scene

2010-09-01T12:32:00.000-07:00

DEAD

2010-08-31T18:49:00.000-07:00

Dead from Mayhem. Since I can't wear my Burzum shirt anymore
without getting hassled big time, I want a Dead shirt.

LISTEN TO DEAD

car

2010-08-28T12:07:00.000-07:00

Dream car, limo/hearse/bus.. Checker Aerobus.

d0a390d

2010-08-26T18:05:00.000-07:00

"Young may be the only rock star ever to have been
sued by his record company for failing to be himself,
as happened during an extended experimental phase
in the 1980s when his label, Geffen, and label boss
David Geffen were convinced Young was deliberately
sabotaging his own image."

Philippines

2010-08-26T00:28:00.000-07:00

Jake sent this to me a while ago. It's imprinted in my brain.
Watch it and die.

mystery

2010-08-24T01:19:00.001-07:00

why do i still watch cheaters?

ps- i photocopied my face for the first time on a photocopier today
it;s overrated

my my

2010-08-21T18:31:00.001-07:00

Currently obsessed with Neil Young. OBSESSED.

I feel nostalgic about stuff thats never happened to me,
like I miss the ranch and the 70s and cowgirls.